a chunk of bullshit

I am trying to forget about myself
I am bullshit
So I am tying to get drunk
I am trying to forget about bullshit myself
And concentrate on happy or unhappy
Interesting people
Or just on philosophy pure and true
I am tying to get drunk
So that I can forget my fucking personal life
And concentrate on study
I need to learn a lot I know so little
To cook a good thought
I need so many ingredients.
Tonight I gotta write something
My personal agony interrupting
So I am trying to get drunk.
Everything is on purpose
I have to forget about myself-a chunk of bullshit.
I have to forget about myself
My sense of duty telling me
I am fucking clever I got some duty
Fucking ass hole I am already
Too drunk to study.